The doubt and fear that lead to loss.

I was always afraid of what I would lose or I would get hurt. When asked to go out and try something new, I would hesitate and form reasons not to go. I was scared. 

After losing the life that I was so afraid to lose, I realized that was the very reason that I lost it. 

Seems like an obvious observation now. 

When faced with those decisions now, I still feel those trepidation’s, but damn if I am going to let my fear ruin my life again. 

 Instead of worrying about money, possible injury, crowds of people, long-distance car rides, here’s to the trampoline gym, that my youngest wanted to go to today.  Instead of worrying about money, hangover effects, lack of sleep, disappointing or hurting others feelings, here’s to bar in downtown Boise that we went to 30 mins before last call. 

Here’s to the life that I won’t be missing.